Dear Chris

I love you

And I miss you
And im sorry I can’t just be normal like every other person in the world, if you never talk to me again I understand, but I hope you don’t do that.
I can’t believe you’re actually trying to help me through this. I didn’t think you cared that much. I could really use a hug right now, I don’t think I’ve ever felt this alone in my life

it really means a lot to me

part of the reason why im so scared to tell you things

f34r:

too late, already lost you ):

before i told you about that, this was honestly my biggest fear